I dream to make my dream come true - With joyous abandon I throw
myself into the scary, scary waters of being myself. - Will I sink
- or swim?
I stopped drinking; I sold my car - to make myself safe
Thrice I swore to stop dreaming to be a woman
I promise to never promise
To stop dreaming and dressing to be woman.
I start by dressing up at home and taking photos.
Then I - shock! horror! - go out the front door - parties or into the city.
I take photos to remind me of my adventures when I go out; to remind
me that no matter how male I might look; I have the photos to prove
I'm a woman.
Dare speak its name
transvestite? no - well - maybe yes
transsexual? no - well - maybe yes
gay? no - well - maybe yes
I'm a best man
I need to be a woman. But I can't.
Why do I want to be a woman?